As Christmas nears... There are busy shoppers rushing to the stores buying gifts & availing end of the year inventory sales & Christmas decorations everywhere. Everyone is busy preparing for Christmas parties & events. It is the best season every year.
As for me, it is the season of love & sharing. A season for changes too. While everyone is busy preparing for their company's Christmas party, I am busy preparing for my notice of resignation. I feel lots of changes passed by & I too needs to get some changes like a change in my career. It seems that I have to let go of something in my past like being super attached to my beloved company which was unfortunately dissolved last August in this year. I just went back to the next company which is connected with the old one since I need to complete the pending tasks that I left for a couple of days that month. Now that all my tasks are finally done & I know things aren't the same & the office is getting lonelier each day, I decided to move out along with others.
My choice of resigning wasn't that easy. Since it was my first time to resign, it took me 3 weeks of sleepless nights thinking of things & risks upon doing this decision. But yes, I finally resigned & I took responsibility on my decision making. There are risk but yes they're part of change & I just add them up to more challenges in my jobless days. Lucky for me to win another freelance project in which I am earning enough money for paying my bills. But I wish I could get my last pay sooner for me to be able to buy things & gifts.
I don't have plans yet to find new job in a new company. I just want to have a long vacation from working in a company since I will just be missing my old company. I need space to get over with it. I just can't deny the pains that I have since I was totally affected emotionally seeing people & my company come & go.
Nowadays, I just spend my waking days at home playing poker-fun in Facebook, watching my favorite Korean action-drama "IRIS" & surfing the net, aside from socializing with friends online. During evening till dawn, I work in pajamas. It's good thing that there's less cost of transportation to the office & less cost in thinking what to wear for the office plus less make-up. I get to watch my favorite tv shows & spending my time with my family while working online.
For now, I maintain goodwill & great work on my current projects & tasks. My Christmas wish is prosperity to all & more projects & tasks coming for me & to all my friends who also work in pajamas.
